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Deserving It

The jet streams through the air so fast.
It’s like a bird, soaring in the sky.
So peaceful and simple in every manner.
They both seem to need something.
The jet chases clouds, that it may never attain.
Just like a bird, trying to detect all the largest worms.
They are like me, I struggle and torment myself everyday.
Trying to find what I am looking for.
But just like a jet chasing clouds that it may never attain.
Or, a bird trying to detect all of the largest worms.
I never seem to find the one I deserve.
A person, that deserves one like me.
Just like a bird deserves the larger worms,
or a jet that chases the clouds which it belongs to.
I also belong to someone special.
Just like the special place or sense of state, of a bird.
Which has the ability to retrieve all the largest worms for their babies.
Or a jet flying through, all the clouds in the sky.
Sometime, the bird, the jet and I, will get all the answers.
We will all find what we are looking for.
Sometime we will get it, because we deserve it.

By Mark A. M.
May 3rd, 1998
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Deliver Me

Deliver me to the far reaches of the universe,
and beyond to the wild blue yonder.
Can you?
Will you?
I do know what will occur when I arrive, and it will happen someday.
I will wait for existence.
Assist me, then deliver me.

By Mark A. M.
May 11th, 1998
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Find Something

You can make it, find something good, about something.
If you can’t find anything nice, then look harder.
Life. It’s a horrible thing to waste.

By Mark A. M.
Mar. 15, 1998
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Me

If you trust the intuition of God you will prosper.
If you listen and put it above the goals and pride you will prosper.
If you die, trying to fulfill the madness and sadness you will prosper.
Don’t believe this, don’t believe that.
Believe me. I am the one and only, I know what will happen.
I have been there before.
I am knowledge. I am the energy, that binds us together.
All equals one, lead me, follow me, do, as you please.
The whole existence is one and all.
The mystical sense that goes on in our brains is mixed up.
Follow me, I will bring you to him, the mighty, the powerful.
Think of the way your brain computes information.
They say we use 10% of it. Think with your brain enormously.
Use the 6TH sense. Communicate through the brain it’s not hard.
Open your mind to all that exists or doesn’t exist.
Feel your inner strength.
I use 25% of my brain.
My brain computes at a rate of 200 milasecs per equation.
I am the inner being, think hard and you can do it.
I will show you the way if you ask.

By Mark A. M.
July 10th, 1997
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My Poor Soul

I awoke my poor soul.
It is still yet tired.
It asked me,
Can I still sleep?
I awoke my poor soul.
It is still yet dreaming.
It asked me,
Can I still dream?
Can I dream a dream,
where I am still sleeping?
Can I sleep rather than weep?
My poor soul is trying.
But always crying inside.
It’s dreaming is all about,
not screaming.
My poor soul still won’t wake up.
It is too busy dreaming.

By Mark A. M.
May 7th, 1998
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Overlapping Time

The past reveals and the future conceals.
Time is overlapping.
Feel it approach.
Then watch it pass in a glimpse.
Look back and you will see the future.

By Mark A. M.
May 14th, 1998

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One Quick Second

What do you get when you push all the power into one image?
What would happen if you seen it all, one time in a quick second, in your head?
Would you explode with eternal knowledge?
Think about it.
Feel what it would feel like, to challenge your sights.
See it all in one quick second.

By Mark A. M.
Mar. 12th, 1998
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Yestertime

A image of yestertime, pull yourself towards the light.
I see it in my dreams.
I hear it in my thoughts.
I feel it in my heart.
Walk towards the light, it’s all around me.
I am surrounded.
All my thoughts are of the light.
I stand here thinking of a way.
But I can’t reach the light.
In yestertime you will reach it at once.

By Mark A. M.
Jan. 1st,1998

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Questions Not Answered

What am I?
Where am I?
Who am I?
Where am I going?
What am I going to do when I get there?
Who am I going to see when I get there?
How will I know when I get there?
Will I ever even get there?
I wish I knew.
I wish I had the answers.
Where do I find the answers?
Will I find them?
Too many questions…..
I got to go.
Can I go?
I need to find them all.
And I need to go there.
Where ever there is?

By Mark A. M.
May 31st, 1998
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She

Abruptly the sound came.
Then in an instant it left.
Rolling around in the meadows she touched me.
She, the whole experience.
She, the inner being.
The smell of all the flowers burned my nose.
Rolling around in the meadows,
she sounded the call.
Then in an instance, there was complete silence.
I knew she was all around me.
But me was she.
It could not be.
I did not see her or taste her presence.
But I could smell her sweet soul.
All at once I had a feeling of being disliked come upon me.
At that time I could no longer taste her sweet soul.
I then started to feel damp and clammy.
The sky turned dark.
Her temper started to fly.
Trees were swaying all around me.
And with a burst, tremendous amounts of rain poured down.
I knew she had been with me.
Around me and in me.
Who is she?
Who is this being?
Is she alive?
I feel her.
But can not see her.
She makes me feel good, and sometimes bad.
I need to know.
But I think I already do.

By Mark A. M.
April 28th , 2000

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The Night Sky

As I look at the night sky, I think to myself.
What is out there so far?
Are they really out far?
Or are they with you all the time.
Do they guide us through life?
And bring us all the joy and happiness, life can be?
As I look at the night sky, I wonder, why I look at the night sky?
What do I think I see?
Make out what you want. You will see, all you will be.
That’s what I see, as I look at the night sky, so high.

By Mark A. M.
Feb, 10th,1998

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Life

I made my mistakes, but with every step, I learn how to do things right.
But it hasn’t been a bed of roses or a pleasure cruise.
It was hard.
I say again, it was hard.
Every time you feel, no one is there for you, don’t fall back.
Turn your head, think positive.
There’s been people to help.
Even if you’re too wrapped up in it, to notice.
No one ever said it would be easy.
So if you fall down, don’t cry about it.
Get back on and ride life to it’s fullest.

By Mark A. M.
Mar. 12th, 1998
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