My thoughts and ideals:

To me; my life in heaven would be:
My life in heaven, would be a time to reunite with those that left before me. It will be a joyous day, when I will see my son, parents, grandparents, other family members and friends, again. My life in heaven will be a time to rest, at first. And then a time to restore my soul. After which, many new learning experiences will follow. I will go to the best libraries to study. Where the books will stretch further than the mind can imagine. I will learn many new things. Things that my earthly mind can not even fathom. I will have the home of my hearts desire. I will walk streets where every flower my earthly mind couldn’t imagine, will flourish to their most amazing abilities. A “place,” where all living things, think, feel, and live as one. I will learn anything that I ever wanted to know. And it will come to me so easily. Like never before, in my earthly life. I will be excepted for who I am, not what I know, not who I know, or what my earthly wealth may have been. I will come to understand, how and why everything that I ever did on earth, had a cause and an effect. I will see everything from all sides. Understanding how it effected, and in what way. Be that way, a good or bad effect. And I will make amends with myself as well as those that I effected. My heart will be lifted with this knowledge. I will feel good and enlightened knowing that I have progressed. I will live joyfully and abundantly, for there are no sorrows in heaven. No worries, cares, or fears. I will live in peace and harmony with everyone and everything. And I will help those that I've left behind. In heaven, I will be free.

Shirley Mueller

7-12-2007
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Things That I Have Learned:

I have learned that no one has all of the answers. And that it is good to talk to many people and share of your knowledge, as they share theirs. But the bottom line is that you have to find your own answers.

I have learned that grief affects us all in different ways. But that each of us have to deal with it in our “own way”. And that however or whatever that way is, it is the right way and right thing for that person.

I have learned that no person, animal, plant, place or “thing” stays the same from moment to moment. That we all will and do change, growing continuously. To evolve into what we are eventually meant to be.
We are all a work in progress as well as all things are ever changing and evolving.

I have learned that knowledge is much more than: Your God given right, much more than power and neither good or evil. Knowledge is expected and knowledge is a way of life into the next life. I’ve also learned, that the more that I learn, I crave even more.

I have learned that the more I learn and grow and experience. The closer I am to becoming ME. “The ME”, that I was intended to be. “The ME”, that I signed the contract “so to speak” to be ”ME”.

And the closer I get to becoming ME: I have learned: That I have only just begun my journey to the final ME.

I don’t know yet, what will happen or occur when I get to the final “Me”. But I do know that it will have to be an “incredible amazing and fantastic experience”. And, that I can hardly wait to get there. But wait I must for it is not my choice. Because, “I am a work in progress”.

7-1-2007
Shirley Mueller
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